Jan 15 -

Banjo or Freakout- Idiot Rain 

I’ve been listening to Banjo or Freak Out the whole day. It must be the most perfect thing ever. Somehow listening to this song, adds on even more to my incredibly lonely feeling. I fucking hate loneliness. I mean who does? But strangely, this loneliness is actually comforting. It’s like finding joy in sadness, you know? Perhaps i’ve been addicted to a certain kind of sadness for a while that i start to form happiness in it.

It’s a weird feeling.